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CONGRATS to all who took PW this year from 501.

well done guys and girls..u deserve your grade because of all the hard work and sweat, pain and stress and endurance with his-sy and her-sy fits that arised from the stress.

12 people getting As puts me at Mariana's Trench on the bell curve(what curve? its a straight line with an obvious anomaly like, __*_______) of grades. but nevertheless, i sincerely congratulate u all cos behind that A are worries, fears and deadlines.=)

see you guys on monday ;)

Labels: (", ) of fear and success stories.

it drives u nuts.

no, i am not representing the Smart, the mugging community or the marking of scripts.

Just today, i crushed and re-did my gp essay 3 TIMES. yes, i wrote the same intro 3 times and halfway thru the essay, felt it did not make sense. crushed.redid.crushed.redid.

today wasnt particularly fantastic.

my eyesight has always been on-off. when i can see well, i have probably the best eyes next to the Bionic woman.when i can't see for nuts.. i squint and narrow my eyes so badly i look like a half awake drug addict.

today-is-bad.

really bad day for my eyes. couldn't read the date of the screen of my lappie..mistook a crushed tissue as a cockroach. I kicked the miserable thing accidentally and it looked for a second like it could MOVE.

about to scream when i realised it was not one of those freaking creatures.

among other amazing things, my pen fell from my hand as i lost control of my movement during my essay writing/crushing.
forget important stuff the moment i manage to remember them.

i have to think hard just to remember what i want to blog..
feel like sleeping and automatically zones off every time i encounter homework and treacherous details to memorise(like chem SPA/geog case studiesss/...)

if u thought u havent seen me lose my composure or act like a mad fool, its because i have gone beyond that.

i am the calm and serene kind of madness not the pull hair/laugh/scream/cry/incoherence kind of madness.

yes.and i wonder why i look depressed and un-depressed all in a matter of minutes.

right. off to do my usual poison..please dont run away if u see me next time-- its always faster to take a taxi.

Labels: with love and tears

so they say blogs are like mothers to young children. something bad happens to them, they run, crying to their mothers , seeking solace.

but sometimes mothers can be a pain. so they look for something else.

and for grown ups, they look for vices or a place to release their pent up frustrations.

for me, i decided to TYPE.

well, there are so many different kinds of people in this twisted world.

Kind. Understanding.Pretty.Handsome.Discerning.Irritating.Unscrupulous.ecetera ecetera ecetera.

lets not talk about race or religion.

even in the same household.u can have the bitchy kind, the "i know better than u"kind, the "i make more money, so my WORDS are more impactful no matter how unreasonable they are" kind and of course, the "i gave birth to u, so shut your gab"kind..lets be fair. there can also be the " i love you so much, i dont care if u give my account number to a international conartist organisation" kind and since i am tired from typing, the "we're family, so its ok" kind.

and to prevent from stereotyping, there are even more "kinds" on demand!

the sensitive new age kind. the i'm pretty so everyone listens to me kind and the its an honour to have me on this Earth kind.

Obnoxious. and extremely worrying.

lets not forget the " i believe in eternal good " kind.."i am closer to heaven than you" kind and the " the world ends soon but always never happens..but it will happen!" kind.

i'm giving too many examples..but if u look hard enough u can find at least one of each of these prototype of this beings around you.


Can't see>? TRY HARDER.

Labels: shamelessly TRUE.

yup..i prefer tagging than blogging cos u dont have to log in.=]

but since i have a bit of free time..lets BLOG.



I THINK PEOPLE WHO APPEAR OFFLINE SHOULD BE JAILED AND FINED JUST LIKE CHEWING GUM SPITTERS.

i'm not complaining.

practised tutorials(redid each critical tutorial 4 times for math) CHECKED.

redo math holiday assignment? CHECKED.

did TYS chem and Math CHECKED.

concept maps for chem and geog? CHECKED.

irritated my brother by making him double check what i memorised for geog? CHECKED.


think you will pass? DEFINITELY ABSOLUTELY NOT CHECKED.


well.positive thinking is very important in Life right? or that would be mass suicides and rotting corpses EVERYWHERE.

ok. POSITIVE THINKING IT IS.

i'll continue with this foolhardy work till i get PASSES.( unless ,of course, if i am given a GOLDEN HANDSHAKE by the school.)

MYEs, wait for me!..i will pass everything and get an A for chem( Sakae@ campus was supposed to be a vital sign for an A.what happened!!)

then i'll get a scholarship from Harvard, Yale, Oxford and Stanford colleges before i sit for my prelims.HAHAHA.

yes. the wonders of sheer stupidity.

Quote: Keep dreaming and you will get somewhere.-me

i promise i will blog something interesting the next time (probably in a hundred years).

Labels: ( -_-;) keep on trying.